What is the dirtiest message experience you ever had?

This was a massage experience in California around a couple of years ago.

I ran a half marathon for the first time in California but still ended up among top 35% of the male runners. Since the maximum I had ever run before was just 8 miles, 13.1 was a big ask. Nevertheless, I completed it with sore feet and thighs and realized that I need a massage.

I took a shower and searched on the web for some massage places. I found that one of those places was just a few hundred yards from me and went there since I did not want to go far.

I was greeted by a mid-aged woman who asked me the duration for which I want the massage ranging from 30 to 90 mins. I opted for the 60 minutes massage for 60 dollars. I was taken inside the massage room by the woman who asked me to remove my clothes and get ready for the massage while she left the room. I had never got a massage before and so did not no what to expect. However, this is where the unexpected began to happen.

I removed my shoes and socks and waited in the room. In around 5 minutes, my masseuse, a beautiful asian girl in her early twenties knocked on the door and asked me if I was ready. I replied yes and she opened the door. She looked at me and asked me to remove my clothes and lie on the massage table face down while she would go out again. 

I asked her what clothes to remove and she replied all. I thought that it would be a really stupid question to ask that by all clothes, whether she actually meant all clothes except for the underwear. It should have been quite obvious not to remove my underwear but I still went for the question, ‘all except for the underwear, right?’. Her reply completely shook me. She asked me to remove everything and left. I was absolutely clueless what to do? Although I was 21, I had never ever been seen naked except for when I was a kid. How could I remove everything in front of a cute girl?

Nevertheless, I decided to remove my underwear as well and lay face down on the massage table since she had made it explicitly clear. She knocked the door asking me if I was ready and I froze. I had my bare bums exposed. It would be really embarrassing for me if a cute girl were to see them. However, since my masseuse was really beautiful, 

I suddenly started feeling excited about thinking of the idea of me being stark naked in a room in front of a beautiful (‘sexy’) girl. Anyhow, I had to ask her to come inside.

She came inside, introduced herself and we started talking. She started massaging my back with her forearms while talking to me. I was embarrassed as hell of being naked in front of her. My embarrassment had completely dwarfed my sexual excitement of being touched while being naked by a beautiful girl. I was hoping that she would cover me with a towel but she didn’t have one. 

I was so embarrassed that I wanted the massage to get over quickly yet was still quite excited to feel quite opposite as well at the same time. Now, she switched to massaging my thighs. This caused me to really get excited but I felt that she might have noticed it making me feel even more embarrassed.

After a few minutes, she went outside the room and quickly returned with a towel in her hands. I felt that she did it only to cover my private areas since she would have noticed me getting excited and would have noticed my anxiousness. I was so relieved that now I wouldn’t be exposed in front of her. However, instead of draping the towel over my bums, she placed it on my back, sat on it and started massaging my shoulders with her really soft hands. 

Then, we began talking to each other. I was so engrossed while talking to her that I completely forgot that I was naked. I was no longer ashamed of being naked in front of her since I completely lost track of my nudity amidst of the conversation.

In a few minutes, she got over my back, remover the towel and began massaging my bums. A few seconds of embarrassment was completely transformed by acute excitement of being massaged on my bumps by a really hot girl. Since, 

I had never had a girlfriend till then, I was on cloud nine. However, I realized soon that it was really inappropriate and immoral for me to enjoy her massaging my bums in a sexual way since she was a professional masseuse but should have just enjoyed it in a platonic way.

All hells broke loose when she asked me to turn around. At this point, I noticed that her constant massaging on my bums had made my instrument reach its full glory. Me never having a girlfriend yet did not help the situation either, rather made it much worse since this was my first such experience. I was clueless. Firstly, it was extremely embarrassing because I am a shy guy and displaying my instrument to a girl was an exponentially bigger ask for me than to show my bums (although I had imagined a lot about 

it in my dreams with anticipation of such a thing happening, reality was completely the opposite where embarrassment overshadowed my sexual excitement). And secondly, I had my instrument in my full glory and it was really inappropriate to have an erection in front of a masseuse. I thought that mere sight of my penis would make her jump in shock and she would just terminate the massage. I started counting from 1000 in reverse so as to get softer and shorter but her smooth palms and forearms did not allow my member to become any softer or shorter.

She asked me again to turn over and I had to comply. She reacted completely normally and started massaging my abdomen. I don’t remember exactly about my thoughts but as far as I remember, it was a constant cycle from embarrassment and excitement. She continued talking to me with a smile. This made me really comfortable since it meant that she did not find my erect penis a few inches from her face while massaging me at all inappropriate. This made me lose my inhibitions and I started talking to her.

Now, she had started caressing my chest with her really lovely hands. Since I had lost my fear of being hard in front of her, I started getting excited again but this time, there was nothing stopping me in getting excited. She massaged my chest, shoulders and biceps while all the time, I was just imagining how lucky I was to be massaged by a sweet girl with her having a full view of my sexual organ. Soon she was back on my abdomen and then soon to my thighs. This is when it really went out of my control, my instrument had started pulsating while my masseuse was rubbing my thighs.

Then, it happened what I was waiting for. While moving her hands from my thigh to the abdomen, her hand slightly brushed through my erect instrument. Then, it happened again in five minutes. As a guy whose penis was never ever touched, I was ecstatic. But she reacted as if it was all normal. Normal???? Normal to touch my “Even the thought of it makes me crazy”!!! 

She ended the massage with massaging my face and head with the sweetest hands I had ever felt and finally she ended. Not once did my penis lose an erection during this entire episode. Finally, I sat and while talking to her, 

I just realized that I was naked in front of her. Now that my massage had ended, being naked in front of my masseuse was extremely embarrassing for me. Thankfully, she left bidding me a good bye, I wore my clothes, shook her hands and left the place.

This was a really strange massage experience for me since I never knew that it is possible to be naked during a massage and that too in front of the opposite sex.

I wouldn’t say that I was touched inappropriately since my penis was really in the way and she just did it accidentally a couple of times. And each time, she made sure to look it appear like it was all normal and there was no need at all to be ashamed.

God!! I just wished she had made the same mistake of accidentally touching my penis a couple of more times.